This is a post for my friend, for my (fucked-up) father, and to those out there who are about to do fucked up things that make people's life miserable
This is a post where i flame my father in blog for the first time.
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My father is real jackass. His attitude got worse over the years. He loves to shout, scold and insult every single person and shows no respect and no remorse. And he does not need a reason to do it. All we need is just one small fault, a very tiny bit of everyday disturbance in the office, to get him on the fire and start fucking everybody in the office, including my mom.
Recently, my dear became a listener to this problem and we both realized that my father no longer has the ability for reasoning, logic and communication. He cannot understand what is wrong and right, he can no longer identify which is priority and which is the actual problem. The fact is: HE IS THE PROBLEM OF ALL THINGS AROUND ME, MY MOM AND THE EMPLOYEES IN THE OFFICE. He just won't understand that fact.
i gave up hope on my father few years earlier because he never correct his attitude problem. In fact, it got even worse over the years. Whatever he said or scold at me, i just pretend that htere is a dog braking in the house. I just ignore and resume to what i'm doing. He no longer annoys me anymore. I told that to my mom.
The flaming process happens every two months and now, my mom has had it enough. She too finally gave up on my father. She will quit immediately once i graduate and we will abandone my father. I am very eager to abandone him, really. He is such an ass. The ass of all asses.
To list what are the problems in him and what are the fault in him, i won't because there is just too many. There too many in fact that he became the problem and burden for everybody who tries to work with him or even try to talk to him.
Somehow i do wish he would meet in an accident;
and went to coma;
then he'll wake up;
and all his memories erased.
From there, he can start a new life;
and learn how to be a better person;
because this is the only way while all other solutions already tried;
and failed.
Recently, my dear became a listener to this problem and we both realized that my father no longer has the ability for reasoning, logic and communication. He cannot understand what is wrong and right, he can no longer identify which is priority and which is the actual problem. The fact is: HE IS THE PROBLEM OF ALL THINGS AROUND ME, MY MOM AND THE EMPLOYEES IN THE OFFICE. He just won't understand that fact.
i gave up hope on my father few years earlier because he never correct his attitude problem. In fact, it got even worse over the years. Whatever he said or scold at me, i just pretend that htere is a dog braking in the house. I just ignore and resume to what i'm doing. He no longer annoys me anymore. I told that to my mom.
The flaming process happens every two months and now, my mom has had it enough. She too finally gave up on my father. She will quit immediately once i graduate and we will abandone my father. I am very eager to abandone him, really. He is such an ass. The ass of all asses.
To list what are the problems in him and what are the fault in him, i won't because there is just too many. There too many in fact that he became the problem and burden for everybody who tries to work with him or even try to talk to him.
Somehow i do wish he would meet in an accident;
and went to coma;
then he'll wake up;
and all his memories erased.
From there, he can start a new life;
and learn how to be a better person;
because this is the only way while all other solutions already tried;
and failed.
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I have a good friend. I know him for about 12 years. He has been in many failed relationships and this is the longest relationship so far. Recently, that person also illtreated him pretty badly. More or less like an ass. By right, he should just call it off. But i still don't understand why he wants to torture himself and hang on to that ass-ful relationship.
My mom had no choice. She once told me that she regretted married to my ass-ful father but she couldn't call for divorce (it's not legal after all). Not because it is not a legal one, but because she don't such incident to affect me and bro's life. For the sake of her children (me and my bro), she had to cling on to this ass-ful marriage. SHE GOT NO CHOICE.
To this friend of mine, he had NOTHING to keep this ass-ful relationship going. There is no reason to cling on to this relationship unlike my mom. So why must he so stupid. Yes, love is blind. But when that thing slaps you in the face hard and many, you wake up and realized what had happen. YOU ARE NO LONGER BLIND!
So since he cling on to that ass-ful relationship, let's call him an ass too. (try to make the ass' sound, i mean the male donkey.)
My mom had no choice. She once told me that she regretted married to my ass-ful father but she couldn't call for divorce (it's not legal after all). Not because it is not a legal one, but because she don't such incident to affect me and bro's life. For the sake of her children (me and my bro), she had to cling on to this ass-ful marriage. SHE GOT NO CHOICE.
To this friend of mine, he had NOTHING to keep this ass-ful relationship going. There is no reason to cling on to this relationship unlike my mom. So why must he so stupid. Yes, love is blind. But when that thing slaps you in the face hard and many, you wake up and realized what had happen. YOU ARE NO LONGER BLIND!
So since he cling on to that ass-ful relationship, let's call him an ass too. (try to make the ass' sound, i mean the male donkey.)
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A pain in the ass. I've been sitting on my bed with the laptop since afternoon. My ass is feeling a little uncomfortable. What an ass...
